It wasn't suppsosed to happen...

These Feelings, These Dreams

I Didn't Want Them!

I Tried To Push Them Away!

I Locked Up My Heart And Threw Away The Key!

I Tried To Lock You Out!

Tried To Control Them!

Tried To Ignore Them!

Tried To Stop The Blood From This Wound!

I Can't Control Myself Around You!

Can't Keep Them Locked Up!

Can't Keep Fighting Them!

My Heart And Soul Are In Pain And Glee!

Whenever I Hear You My Heart Beats Faster!

Beats Hard Enough To Break These Ribs Of Mine!

Whenever You Look At Me My Face Becomes Hot!

Hot Enough To Burn The Sun From The Sky!

Whenever You Touch My Skin My Spine Tingles And My Legs Turn To Rubber Beneath Me!

I Know I Shouldn't Be Hopeful...

I Know I Can't Be More...

I Know It's A Hopeless Fight...

I Know Im Nothing Compared To Him...

But You've Changed Me!

You've Left A Mark On My Life I Won't Soon Forget...

For Better Im Sure...

Im Still So Hopeful...

And That Itself...

Will Be The Death Of Me...